Tuesday, September 13, 2005 / 9:22 AM
killer dengue!!!
Wah.. noe wat?! for the past 2 weeks i haven't been enjoying! Instead i was suffering... Since last last weekend i was sick! very very sick.. Saturday (3rd sep) woke up suppose to go for work but i feel really really weak. Had a very very bad headache, body aches, very nausea and tired. At first i wanted to drag myself to work but my mum words shot me down and i went back to slp and sms my colleague i really cannot make it. Some muz be wondering wat my mum said.. actually, she just said some sarcarstic stuff " cannot go dun go ah... later go there faint will bring pple trouble and doctor have to save you instead ah... "
ok.. tats the start of my first sick day. I slept until noon time then woke up.. whole body still aches like shit and had high fever.. really alot of pain everywhere. I thought its jus a normal sick day so din go see doc, hoping tat i will recover the next day. However the next day i am still sick! very sick.. imagine having fever consistantly for more than 12 hours! My head going to explode le. But thats jus the start. For the next 2 days i had fever too. Doctor said i have to wait until tuesday then i can go for blood test to see if i got dengue fever. thats because first few days they can't detect and there is no red spots on me. I was so miserable! the pain is really like shit.. inside my head i was thinking " wat the hell? you wanna wait until i die already then u come and take blood test and tell me 'oh ya.. you died of dengue' izzit?"
after the blood test doctor said very high probability tat i got dengue(huh? wat? u mean u can't confirm?!). Very shity.. he wans me to go A&E tat night to have my blood test to see wat the doc over there says.. Oh my god.. i am like dying u noe???? i was suffering for 4 days already man! Mum decided to let me rest at home tat night cos i really can't move.. The next day once doc see me he put a drip for me saying tat i am dehydrated. Of course man! 4 days i haven eaten a shit only sips of water and today is the fifth day! ok la.. so like tat la.. blood test came out said my blood platelet went down again so i have to be hospitalized.
Hmm.. very long story hor... I felt even worse tat time lor.. suffered for so many days! luckily on the second day stay my fever came down le.. so at least i suffered lesser.. But the nausea feeling didn't stop for a day. Its so bad tat i can't slp at night.. Even when breathing u are so scare tat u will vomit the whole stomach out. Haiz... thinking back only made me feel sick. everyday the news said the number of cases went up. On sunday, doc finally chased me out of the hospital and gave me one week MC. Now i am resting at home. Not very well yet. My legs are red and i cannot stand for too long (which means i even got prob standing to brush teeth) or i will feel extreme pain like the blood goes down but cannot come back. Its like goin to explode like tat. I wonder when can i fully recover...
My Boss and colleagues sent me this fruits basket during my stay in hospital.
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